2006-03-08 - 5:18 p.m.

As a Cancerian, you're sometimes prone to indulging in pathological levels of self-sufficiency. You can get into the bad habit of making it hard for people to give you emotional support, constructive feedback, and plain old ordinary gifts. That's why I hesitate to say anything that might encourage you to get into a woe-is-me, I-have-to-do-everything-myself mode of heroic martyrdom. Nevertheless, I've decided to take that risk. To achieve the breakthrough that's now available, you may have to take what Ernest Hemingway described as the path to greatness: Push yourself "far out past where you can go, out to where no one can help you." - free will astrology
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That space there was the sound of an exhale held. That is what I was thinking is going to need to occur. That is what I'm wondering if it is such a good idea.

Do you have any idea how far out that place is? What if I don't come back?

Actually, let's ask the real question here...

when I come back, will I still be able to survive? Jesus Christ, will I FEEL entirely???

The can of worms, the can of worms. It's too late for fishing, it's mainly the boat rocking and me trying to keep the lid on.

ulterior motives - fortune telling