2006-04-24 - 1:54 p.m.

I like nonesuch.

Here's some book additions (All weekend I read, walked in the sunshine and slept in the breeze...it was wonderful)

9. Evelyn Waugh - Scoop
10. Louise Redd - Hangover Soup
11. Ellen DeGeneres - the funny thing is...
12. Leah Stewart - the Myth of You & Me

Open all the wind's eyes..that's an apt description for how I feel lately. Leesa said I am more present in my sessions this time around and that I'm blowing doors wide open into emotive reception and acting there upon it. It's true. However, I am pleasantly surprised that thus far, it is pulling into my strength like slow taffy. I feel a lot more like I did ten years ago when I was cynical and untrustworthy (yes, it's nature) but yet I was still wide-eyed and gasping at things I felt, running to record and discover the truth at the heart of it all.

Apparently, somewhere along the way I started slamming the door before I even knew what was there to discover. Also, I have just discovered that repeatedly slamming doors is a way to catch ghosts and thus irritate them into leaving, and I'm wondering if I haven't been metaphorically doing such, except they're just getting caught, not leaving.

ulterior motives - fortune telling